I just hit a milestone on my YouTube channel, Psychedelic Zen—one million views! Usually, I wouldn’t make a big deal out of it because, let’s be honest, I’m still a tiny fish in the YouTube ocean. But this channel is personal.
I started Psychedelic Zen during my awakening, at a time when traditional “work” no longer resonated. It gave me a place to pour my creativity and focus on something meaningful. Seeing it grow to one million views feels like a sign that I’m on the right path.
Still, it hasn’t been without challenges. Right now, I’ve been trying to upload a one-hour video using Starlink internet…for FIVE DAYS. Yeah, you read that right—five frustrating days. Back when I made those 11-hour visual meditations, I could manage the uploads better. Now, it feels like the more I want things to work, the less they cooperate. But here’s the thing: I persist.
I’m not giving up, because this channel matters to me, and I know it helps others too. If you’re reading this, thank you for being here and for helping Psychedelic Zen reach this milestone. Here’s to keeping at it, no matter what.
