MY PROJECTS

This is the rebuild.

After everything I’ve lived, I was guided to create a series of projects that move me into the next version of myself — and help others do the same.

This isn’t just a list.

It’s a living map of what I’m building in real time.

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Why 50 Projects

On February 22, 2025 — a powerful portal day — I was guided to begin writing a series of letters after a moment of challenge in my relationship. My partner told me I didn’t know what love is. Instead of shutting down, I turned to writing.

What started as something personal quickly revealed itself as something more: a book.

Halfway through, I knew these weren’t just words for me. They were meant to become 50 Letters to Love the Self — letters to awaken, to embody love as consciousness, and to be lived, not just read.

I spent most of March writing. Then one day, on a dog walk, the words came through: “now embody it.”

That’s when everything shifted.

I realized there were lessons I still needed to live before I could complete and release the book. Looking back, I can see that the letters were intuitive writing — a gift I’m only just beginning to fully accept.

I still have two chapters left — the first and the last — and I trust they’ll be completed when the time is right.

Along the way, I was guided to expand this into something bigger: 50 projects.

Each one is a way to share love, create healing, and build something meaningful with others.

This is my Project Hub — a living map of what’s unfolding.

You can explore what I’m building, see what’s taking shape, and walk alongside me as I continue this process of rebuilding — and leaving the world a little more loving than I found it.


This isn’t something I planned.
It’s something I’m answering.

Income Projects

These are the projects helping me stabilize, generate income, and fund what I’m building next.

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LOVE SESSIONS

1:1 conversations for clarity, support, and connection. Come exactly as you are. 👉 Book a Session

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Authentic Courtney

Everything I create lives here — art, photos, letters, rocks, and pieces of my journey. Every purchase helps fund this rebuild and what comes next

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Letters to Love

Handwritten, intuitive letters and my book 50 Letters to Love, created during one of the most transformative periods of my life.

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LOVE ROCKS

Hand-collected, heart rocks and wishing stones — each one carrying a unique vibration and blessing from my journey.

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Fansly: 'Memory Layne'

A 50-day storytelling journey through my past — reclaiming my archive to fund my future.

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50 More Projects

All 50 of my Love Projects are offerings meant to help me get back on my feet and step into the next chapter of my life.

Mission Projects

These are the bigger vision — what I’m building for long-term impact.

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One Vivid World

A platform for connection, collaboration, and shared ideas. A home for creators, thinkers, and wayshowers to build something meaningful together. 👉 Explore the Vision

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VA Job Board

A platform for connection, collaboration, and shared ideas. A home for creators, thinkers, and wayshowers to build something meaningful together. 👉 Explore the Vision

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Research Forum & Connection Board

A space for learning, growth, and understanding life through a deeper lens. Teachings, tools, and lessons drawn from real experience. 👉 Explore Earth School

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🌍Earth School

A space for learning, growth, and understanding life through a deeper lens. Teachings, tools, and lessons drawn from real experience. 👉 Explore Earth School

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🏡LOVE Ranch

A future home, healing space, and creative sanctuary. A place to disconnect from the noise and reconnect with what matters. 👉 See the Vision

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❤️Mission Love

The foundation of everything — a ministry of love, service, and conscious creation. This is the thread that ties it all together. 👉 Learn More

Bright retro-style graphic with hearts and bold yellow-orange text reading “50 Love Projects” — part of Authentic Courtney’s creative rebirth journey.

In honor of my 50th year, I’m creating 50 Love Projects — a living collection of offerings, experiments, and creative challenges, each one designed to ripple love into the world. Some are playful, some are spiritual, some are income-focused, and others are just for the joy of creating. Together, they form the heartbeat of my mission: to embody love, share love, and inspire others to live with authenticity.

This is not a checklist — it’s a flow. Projects may overlap, evolve, or take on new forms. Some will grow into bigger offerings, and others will stay small and sweet. Every one of them is rooted in love.

Channel & Content Projects

This is where I share everything in real time — across different perspectives, interests, and expressions.

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Psychedelic Zen

Visuals, sound, and flow. A space to relax, reset, and explore consciousness.

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Authentic Courtney

My core channel — where I share my real story, transformation, and everything I’ve lived.

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Chuey Love

Lighthearted moments, connection, and the joy of having a dog by your side.

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Ants & Bugs

Tiny worlds, big wonder. Exploring the hidden intelligence of nature.

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Wild About Nature

A love letter to the natural world. Slowing down, observing, and reconnecting.

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Canna Courtney

Open conversations around cannabis, creativity, and conscious living.

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