BUILD WITH ME
Every meaningful life is built one project at a time. This page is where I share the projects, milestones, and next chapters that are bringing my vision to life.
Every project here is building toward one vision: a life centered around creativity, nature, meaningful conversations, and a future place where people can gather, reconnect, and create together.
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Since Beginning the Rebuild
(this is where I’ll keep track of the numbers!)
❤️ Heart Rocks Shared — [ ] 🎥 Videos Created — [ ] 📚 Pages Written — [ ] 📸 Photos Taken — [ ] 💬 Conversations Had — [ ] 📅 Days Building — [ ]
The Build Board
One afternoon, sitting outside my RV, I had an idea that changed the way I looked at rebuilding my life. Instead of one overwhelming dream, I’d build it through a series of projects — fifty at a time. Every completed project creates momentum for the next one, and together they become something much bigger than I could ever build all at once.
This board is a living record, not a finished one. Some projects are funded through the shop, some through conversations, some just take time — but here’s exactly where things stand.
Currently Building
When you’re at rock bottom, you use what you’ve got to get back on your feet. For me, that’s been rocks — and feet.
🪨 Project 1: Sell 50 Heart Rocks
Funding getting to the next chapter of my life.
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0 / 50 Sold [Shop Heart Rocks →]
👣 Project 2: Sell 50 Feet Pictures
Why feet?
Studies suggest that approximately 10–17% of people report some level of sexual interest in feet. I decided to embrace that reality by creating tasteful feet photography using what I was naturally given, with every purchase helping move the next project forward.
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0 / 50 Sold [Learn More →]
🌱 Project 3: Keep Me Steady — Living Expenses
Everything else builds faster when the basics are covered — food, transportation, lot rent, the day-to-day of staying afloat while I build.
$[ ] / $2,000/mo funded
📱 Project 4: A New Phone
My phone has a hard time staying connected. I have service, but it’s only reliable on wifi
$[ ] / $1500 funded
🚚 Project 5: Find the Right Vehicle
Hauling rocks, moving the whole operation, getting back on the road.
$[ ] / $15,000 funded
🏡 Project 6: Move Out of the RV Park
The next chapter needs a place that actually fits it. Status: In Progress
💾 Project 7: Recover My Hard Drives
Years of photographs, videos, writing, and memories — waiting to become books, documentaries, and stories.
$[ ] / $4,000 funded
📖 Project 8: Finish the Book
I wrote everything but the bookends and waited until I could embody the message (it’s about self love)
🎥 Project 9: 50 New Psychedelic Zen Videos
My channel Psychedelic Zen is monetized and could use a surge of new videos to grow.
Progress: [ ] / 100
🎥 Project 10: 50 Videos about Rebuilding
Documenting this in real time, as it happens.
Progress: [ ] / 100
🎥 Project 11: Find a Permanent Place to Live and Grow
After I stabilize, this becomes home — a place where people come build the next chapter of their own lives.
Progress: [ ] / 100
🎙️ Up Next: Podcast & Videos
This is where I’m headed next — more conversations, more episodes, more of the story out loud.
Status: Coming Soon
What's Coming
This board keeps growing — 50 Projects to Love in total. Here’s the shape of what’s ahead, chapter by chapter. Full details get added as each one becomes real.
Chapter One — Building the Foundation Heart rocks · hard drives · vehicle · phone · RV park move · living expenses (live now, above)
Chapter Two — Sharing the Story Podcast · more videos · the book · a future documentary
Chapter Three — Building Community Deeper conversations · newsletter · a builder network
Chapter Four — Creating a Place Land · a studio · a greenhouse · guest cabins
✅ Completed Projects
Nothing here yet — the first checkmark is coming.